(thursday) no bloggin cuz sleeping kept mia away from mia lappy. had cut mia hair but not quite nice or should i say hard to keep it in neat and nice! hmmm... i sigh!

(friday) sleeping kept mia away from things again. went to sch, movie (HITCH) with dawn elson n weiting, makan sutra from town den home for dinner, tv, Hmmmmmmmmm..... i sigh

(saturday) sleeping kept mia away from lots of things hah! dad was pmsing n mia too. practically mia whole family. Though its mia first yr in poly mia dad want mia to go to e new SMU open hse which i went reluntantly and for a short 5 mins or less la! bah! sorry jus no mood for ne uni open hse thou i noe u care for mia future daddy! sorry for makin u mad. n brother sorry for venting and bangin ur car door so hardly! ROy, im not fat jus chub! heh!:P had ivans for dinner with parents the sorta usuall food we have outside! it was nice!! hahah! was like a malay family cuz for lunch i had malay food opp. great world city. yum yum! its hard for mia to eat malay food- onli eat when i hav a strong craving for them or mia family wanting to eat malay food den okae la! haha! not being racist or bad here! i like ayan goreng thou! hahahah! :) :) :) hmmmm.... i sigh

(SUNDAY) slept again! hee hee hee! dun ask mia why i snore so much! market with mia bro n mum. went for a swim, tv, meals, not much usage of mia lappy, drinkin coffee at coffen bean at paragon with dad n bruddar. tok abt life and our future n mia dads wishes or desires of us. from tom. onwards ill be saving shit loads. though i dun club, smoke, drink now somehow i still got no money left on mia! like bloodi hell why la! bah! :( :( :( gota save cuz by june ill go ova with mia bruddar to aust-melb for fews days to see his living conditions and shoppin as he is gona study dere for a good couple of yrs! oppz, i told mia bro wat i wanted to get for him which is the newest if im not wrong second biggest crumpler messenger 2005 sling bag! its a bomd la for mia thts why must save. buying by thurs as his birthday is this sat. the cost $170+?!.so tired. hmmmm...i sigh!

(TODAY) might be in sch to revise but not sure! dun have any plans for the day but guess ill be mugging real hard. depression has hinder mia way of living darn it man.! cuz i feel like mugging but i get sleep, tired, distracted by tv, food, gossips, etc

i sigh cuz i neva been mugging like farking hell no la! i sleep like one farking pig. i have grown like FATTER shit fark man.! :(((( mia eyes are getting tired now but i slept so much la! i dun care i jolly well do at least 2 out of 9 chapters before i sNORE! STEPHANIE, YEU CAN SNORE 24-7 AFTA UR FINAL EXAMS SO PLS DO SOME SERIOUS MUGGING WILL YEU STOP TOKING BIG - SAVE MONEY N GETTING A SCHOLARSHIP WHEN U HAVE NOT TOUCH UR FQA MODULE-EXAM THIS THURSDAY LESS THAN 3 DAY! fark man! im being rude here but its mia blog so fark off if u dun like it! :)

i neva tok to yeu for quite some time but yeu should noe by now i was neva angry with yeu. ur love one must hav told yeu the reason why im not mixing much with yeu. im not hring any news of the chalet so if i dun come its okay rite i guess as yeu hav ur love and YOU hav ur peishan! haha! YOU are so shitty i feel cuz if there werent any gals other den us would YOU be mixing with lex -the guys! hahaha!im being mean by i dun give a fark about YOU!!! im talkin so much about yeu becuz of ur love,Yeu,dawn and i have soured before so i dun wan to be stuck in between as i feel its unfair for mia. yeu noe how i feel rite- u said yeu didnt noe wat to say when i said this!(unfair mia)- . yeu oso noe how the YOU character is and yet yeu treat as though nuthing is happening. why do yeu do that, yeu use to say YOU is very hot and a proud whent tokin abt things she noes and yet yeu chat with her as though nuthing had happen. yeu are able to do tht cuz yeu and the YOU are the same type of "person" rite if not cuz of the "person" i think u would be tokin to mia still and not mia venting mia anger and fustration here!

suddenly, i dream of yeu* how weird but i did forget yeu*!!