i hate to keep everyone happi when i miaself feel farked up, seriously la.Depsite "she" loving someone and yet treat mia as her good pal she wont confide in mia though her love one and mia is standing in front of her. Sad sAd saD!! i feel that she use mia when her love one is not there and when her love one is there nuthing else bothers. Her love one cares for her so much la but its just not rite i feel.?!?! hmmmmmmmm..... i noe u loving her has got nuthing to do with mia but sad to say im ur close frd (if u agree la) so im affected by it, im not jealous or wat eva but jus tell mia wat yeu feel and not show a face and stare atg sth else when im tokin or not!!!! hmmmm! sigh once again! it tough but how to solve it like ur love one says "every problem has its own solution so wheres our solution i been waiting kinda long." Yesterday, u kinda spill out wat was kept in your heart but to think u kept it so long n not tellin mia i felt bad becuz there wasnt trust in us -i wonder why? im being jumpy and sensitive, am i?!?- i wonder why?

i hate to be told to do things and once its done , i have to inform YOU. YOU keep telling everyone that.Dun say we dun give YOU chance to speak, i wasnt told when and wat to speak, i jus spoke wat was on mia mind straight away like how old are YOU already la! so pls la! Say im K-PO, wateva la! i dun care wat yeu say if i wana noe u dun wana say fine but i ask YOU and the others they replied so before YOU say im K-PO think whether your WRONG to say tht! im fine with YOU callin mia that but all the time so loudly and telling ppl behind mia back-wrong step! soORRYY arh i have mia own limits!!! :) :) :) YOU need inspiration before you can do things so next time when i ask YOU again i and the rest hav to wait till the cows come home eh before YOU can finish your task!?! luckily the rest did in time to hand in the project. PHEW!!! :)

so i hav not been bloggin for a week or so, cause im been busy with sch wrk! YET, im not done with mia ITA despite being so bz. HEH! thanks dawn, shall see you ltr on in sch to help mia with mia ITA!! i think and guess im bless to have you in mia klass cuz we are the helpers or guardian angel for each other in sch! hee hee hee!! :P :P :P HURRAY i got full marks again for mia EG1 CCT but though it wasnt for mia common test i shall try n hit it for mia EXAMS which is so so NEAR la! heh! i shall pray and may i be bless and be HAPPY! i got 4 exams! the first is during the study week, first time have a exam on mia study week. Actually i shld be muggin like right now for the first paper so yups soon (did a chapt. onli) hah! BEV' sorry was bz doin quiz for sch due soon la! hahaha! but not to worry ill neva neglect yeu! hee hee! hope yeu enjoy ur weekend and get ready for sch on thurs! heh! :p wana style/cut mia hair but half yes and no! hah! wana swim so badly so hope no reds netime soon! pls pls pls!! :p

i wana buy sth meaning-ful for mi bros 21st birthday but wat?!?!?! any ideas!??! his goin aust in june to study in uni-melb! so i wan him to bring sth meanging-ful which is from mia of cuz la! heh! a photo collage?! ipod?mmmmmmmm......think thinking.......

gotta go now bro wana use the comp and i got to do mia hw so ciaoz! happi reading!!! heh!
-im thinking of yeu* LESS -good good good!!!-