-the sticks were gone!, but bits and pieces were left and the flame to keep it burning was in it- i teared thrice(again again again) when will it end??????

-the slip was out , way beta than the first but they didnt bother to ask but vent their maddness on mia and ask mia other stuff ( i wonder are they impress//proud//glad or jus cant bother abt mia) MAybe, its onli for mia to be thrilled//excited//happy//proud abt and not them, but im bloodi farkin fookin fuckkkiingg sad//upset when they dun seem to be interested in it. in a way thanks to them it came out more than wat i expected. mia pray was answered. thank you GOD! -mis of colors as im happi and angry at the same time!-

so i been eating lots lots which means spendin money on food but not clothes or any other things to wear and boast abt! ahhahahha!! but at least i been swimming and playin badminton with mia sweets! ahhahaha! im thinkin to get the club 21 vouchers or hard cold earned cash by mia bro!??! mmmmmmmm... oso he be giving the membership for islander sentos, thus, bev' you need not wory so much for mia! hee hee hee! sorry i didnt see yeu today. was at lissa hse doin mia lappy with leen'. they had helped mia burn all mia impt stuff into the cd before i had mia lappy reformat due to the bloodi virus which has cuz mia and mia parents to be at was now!! hmmmmmmm.........i noe im a idiot at computers thts why i feel total shit when i get scolded cuz of mia lappy. when mia brothers not here but in melb-studyin, i wonder who will be the next one helpin mia on mia lappy?!?! bak to sasa' place, we didt swim as they had to fix mia lappy and shes a good cook and person as she gave mia food to eat which was nice! hahahaha! leen' kick ur arse who ask yeu cn delETE mia pictuRE!!! hmmmmMMM!!!! %#$!* heh! hahhaha! although , i have neve met bev' since monday, i feel tht we are so far away! hmmmmmm... boo hoo hoo! stop ur la mian heh! i cnt think wat ur thirs hard core crave wld be!! -runs away!!!!- ZOOOOOOoooooooo0000000oooommmmmmm!!!..............

im feelin so upside down. all the weird feelings in mia and it makes mia tired!! hmmmmm... maybe i should say all the supposedly wrong feelings that i should even be feeling is in mia! darn!! nehowz, i shall let the pictures do the tokin on wat i been doin so far!!!.tata~